Are you dating someone?

I get this question all the time. 

Let me just clue you in on my daily schedule.

6am get ready for the day

7am get Esther up and fed

7:30am leave for Nana's

8am arrive at Nana's give Esther kisses. Leave for work

8:30-1:30 ( till 4:30 two days a week) WORK

and so on...

Does it look like I have time to date someone? 

No but seriously I don't need to be with anyone. 

God is my husband. 

Let's be honest God never intended us women to be single parents. 

We need help! And it gets so lonely!!

But God says He will be the widows husband. 

A young mom is a widow. 

During her pregnancy she mourns the lost of the family she always wanted. 

The husband she expected him to be. 

The husband she always dreamed of having. 

What hurts more is when this man leaves after baby.... even when baby number two is born.

God says He will be my Husband and he has stood by this.

He has been by my provider by providing jobs. 

I have never once been jobless. 

He has been my comforter and supporter through my family.

And finally he has been companion and joy through little Esther Rose.

So your answer to wether or not I am dating someone, not exactly. 

I've committed to not dating anyone until Esther is a year and I don't really need anyone right now. 

This is repeated over and over in Songs of Songs

"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires." Song of Songs 2:7

I will meet someone hear on earth. No need to worry about it. No need to looking for it. 

God is filling that need Himself for now.