There is a lot going on in my head today.

Like I said earlier everything is so different.

I'm much more sensitive to certain things.

For example I use to lie all the time. I would lie about things I didn't even need to lie about. It would just fly right out of my mouth. Now God put something in my heart that is sensitive to the truth. I know feel the need to very, almost brutally, honest about the smallest thing.


Something that touched me today is worship.
Worship is something completely different now.
I now feel God in the room.
The songs and the words bring tears to my eyes.
They even cause me to cry with real hard tears.

My chains are gone, I've been set free.
My God, My Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Amazing Love
Amazing Grace


My chains are gone. I've been set free. 
I'm no longer tangled in webs of lies. I'm no longer defined by a relationship.
I'm no longer lost and alone.

My God, My Savior has ransomed me.
He freed me from my self and things I could not escape.

And like a flood His mercy rains
Amazing Love
Amazing Grace




I'm more sensitive to sin because Jesus is inside me. I gave up my selfishness and gave up the very things tearing me away from Him.
And now I'm free. I'm passionate about life. And really happy.

It's not easy, but I am so thankful for today.
A day to humble my heart before my Rescuer and bask in His love.

Happy Easter!